Tinu's Silent Words

I've done it again....I've fallen flat on my face just 'cause you smiled!
How am I ever going to grow up and enjoy a mature relationship if all i do is crush!
In fact, I suppose i must have crushed on the pope sometime past!

AAAARRRRRHHH!
What is wrong with me?
Can't I hold an emotion for longer than twelve minutes?
or is it just that I can't handle the truth?
I fold my legs against my chest and hug my pillow -Damn! It's wet from all the tears.
The radio is on...Its baby face telling me that its not about relationships, or drama but the two of us
'The two of who?' Its only me!!!

And when I get close to that warm kiss...
Feeling the maniless of his breath... it turns out its all a lie!
Its either he has to run or I'm so freaked the next thing I remember i'm lying alone in my big wide bed.

if your somebody mess up...you take it in
don't let no body come between you you just deal with it
HOLD ON...
aint 'bout ur pride
aint about yourself,
it's about the two of you and no one else

aint 'bout the hurt
aint 'bout the lies
aint 'bout them crazy things that running through your mind...
it's about the love that's supposed to last and never die ....

What love...?[sobs]